Butt out

I want to sit in the courtyard without fear!


---- 3 pm in the courtyard:

Supervisor: let`s go everybody, time for the community meeting; everybody, let`s go .


I`m trying to sip my ice tea. ( without fear?) i `m never coming back to the courtyard.

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i keep hearing this echo in the back ground after i say or write something like: if i say : i `m never coming back to the courtyard, i hear: i`m never coming back to this kathy. there seems to be a chorus of commentators and narrators (nameless and faceless) who seem to want to comment anonymously and now im hearing: that`s you.


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yankee doodle came to town... i said


Is she doodling? i said

we`re cadoodling together..

i think they want to yank it off of me ... well they are yankees.. i may need hankys .

and then i hear: that doesnt like it.. do they mean me?

the echo wants to drive it home. i dont get into cars. i take the subway. its makin me crazy.

are they trying to make me m.a.d. ?

now i hear she`ll acronym it coming from somewhere in the building; make yourselves visible. ---

She lost her bed, she said.

good keep the crazies out. she kept me up all night with her faux manic episode, i said.

My cousin is graduating today from new york university,she said.

n.y.u.,isaid.

then i hear via the echo : she`s a so and so with it: is that good or bad? like i said it is makin me crazy.

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(c.r.a.z.y ):quebec movie.