They`re making noise at the library

They keep gettin loud at this ridiculous library.

Raise (or raze) the roof instead of your voices.


It ain`t women studies.

They should get a missdemenour for calling her miss mary.

The security guard confiscated my seashells.

"they could be used as a weapon" she said.

i screamed at her. i later apologized. i was a little embarassed for screaming at her.

i told d about the confiscation.

"let`s renegade this shit" d said.

Now there `s a rumor they want to confiscate my blog.

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" you committed a felany, you didn`t take her to see fela."

"it`s ms (mizz), bi**h".

I feel like i am in a boarding school with the miss thing.

I keep hearing the echo go we`re sending her up.

"they`re doing it to her. they`re doing her. "

Well i was saying how i needed to get done.


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Can i have some salad?

You said you didn`t want any. (tone)


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now i hear : that`s the : you said you didn`t want any.
it `s makin me crazy...


eating my lunch i say to myself: that`s hollywood.

(then i hear: she `s just a nasty... with it... with everything apparently. )

The next day at lunch, the lunch server says while serving: that`s netflix. (good delivery). (now i hear the security guard knocking in the tap you kind of way on a door) ...

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to supervisor (C); Why is there no tv? the tv is gone. i want tv. i say

(c); You can make your voice heard at the community meeting. he said.

Ya that`s helpful. i think to myself.

(again, i hear the echo : that`s the you can make your voice... )

it`s makin me crazy.

i hear porn somewhere in the background.. i laugh


it`s For it: what is the it?

Fiction: a visit with the social worker

now the echo is saying: she`s outing herself with it.

Me: can you help me get a job?

SW: i can`t.

me: (noticing the suit at work): what do you wear at home? sweats?


now i hear : she`ll notice it (in a tone)

Butt out

I want to sit in the courtyard without fear!


---- 3 pm in the courtyard:

Supervisor: let`s go everybody, time for the community meeting; everybody, let`s go .


I`m trying to sip my ice tea. ( without fear?) i `m never coming back to the courtyard.

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i keep hearing this echo in the back ground after i say or write something like: if i say : i `m never coming back to the courtyard, i hear: i`m never coming back to this kathy. there seems to be a chorus of commentators and narrators (nameless and faceless) who seem to want to comment anonymously and now im hearing: that`s you.


.....

yankee doodle came to town... i said


Is she doodling? i said

we`re cadoodling together..

i think they want to yank it off of me ... well they are yankees.. i may need hankys .

and then i hear: that doesnt like it.. do they mean me?

the echo wants to drive it home. i dont get into cars. i take the subway. its makin me crazy.

are they trying to make me m.a.d. ?

now i hear she`ll acronym it coming from somewhere in the building; make yourselves visible. ---

She lost her bed, she said.

good keep the crazies out. she kept me up all night with her faux manic episode, i said.

My cousin is graduating today from new york university,she said.

n.y.u.,isaid.

then i hear via the echo : she`s a so and so with it: is that good or bad? like i said it is makin me crazy.

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(c.r.a.z.y ):quebec movie.

We`re at the point in this story of making fun of the acronym people...

"God has been good to me."

"I`m looking for G.O.D.: the guy or girl of my dreams." said early on in this story by me.

"Where did you get that sweater?"

"a friend." Not the real answer; the reel answer.

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what are they doing to her?

they`re keeping it reel.